Last night I read 2 pieces at Wait, This Poetry? It was a lot of fun :) Shout out to Vandie and Dream Boy Johnathan :) The other one is literally too insane to publish without a paywall so go to my readings for my self ritualistic humiliation.
Text to a lover
Dignity or Lack Thereof
I don’t care anymore, I really don’t care anymore. I leave the house with no plan to get home. There’s always a small hope that I’ll don’t find my way back. Nobody wants to me marry me? Why because I'm strange? Off-putting? Insane? Fine, fine I’m fucking crazy. You win. I wanted to be staring out a window at a garden and finally be at peace but God had other plans for me. I don’t care. If he doesn’t care, I don’t care. God is just another man who ruined my life. I have no romantic ambitions anymore you took that all away from me. I don’t care, i’ll reap what I sow I have nothing left no dignity left- fuck it you guys can know everyone I’ve had sex with:
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